griscilla pan
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
i like them best abit geeky and looking good in suits.
if you google him, you will find out that like many others, Park started off with a BYJ hairstyle which i can't stand. don't you think he looks so much better with a short crop? i am biased towards boys with short hair. anyway as i was googling i realise that he has the tendency to look effeminate. maybe it's the way he poses. and he seems a little bit too much of a poseur and look-at-my-pretty-face kindof guy. but in any case i am still googling him at 5.18pm in dim lighting on a weekday afternoon and missing my yubai which is something. and i still enjoy watching him on family honour because his character is so pitiable. it is probably not so much of a good thing if this spills over to real life, but i'm almost always more likely to favour the characters i feel sorry for.
Friday, December 18, 2009
when i see facebook photos of boys with their mothers, or their younger sisters they leave on me a good impression. and a nice feeling.
because it's facebook.
because it's facebook.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
at family gatherings i feel like the life of the family.
i'm the one hopping around bouncing around singing aloud laughing and making people take funny shots.
i feel like i'm someone fun to be around, not so boring anymore!
Monday, December 14, 2009
Will you remember?
....
I guess it's too much to ask of you.
I will remember... how my heart ached, as i watched one man talking about the nature of a scorpion, looking so sad.
You shouldn't have said that, you foolish woman.
Not to someone like me.
(family's honour ep 25, end)
....
I guess it's too much to ask of you.
I will remember... how my heart ached, as i watched one man talking about the nature of a scorpion, looking so sad.
You shouldn't have said that, you foolish woman.
Not to someone like me.
(family's honour ep 25, end)
Sunday, December 13, 2009
hello all. i am back in spore!! i'm still in hall, so this is really freshly squeezed post-kelong reflection. and the kids camp. but yea.
over the past 4 days i've been asked variations of a question related to one thing about a hundred times. although i didn't count it sure felt like it. Eh why so stoned? Why you so emo? Eh why emoing again? Why so quiet? Why you always stoning ah?
i always knew i was a little strange, weird, whatever you know, the likes. but then i never felt so lousy about being so till the second half of this year. it is a rather lonely and frustrating feeling, to know that people are wondering what's up with you. when all i'm doing is being me. i just don't like to talk so much and i'm not too good at making friends.
on a less _____ note, i still feel like i'm bobbing! even though it's been 6 hours since we left the kelong. it was not bad, great view and interesting place to be and not as crappy as i expected it to be, BUT. one can always get almost the same experience on a cruise. but with the benefit of air conditioning when it's hot and clean posh toilets rather than holes in the floor AND hot water when it's damn damn damn cold at night.
HOME tmr! and byebye here till a good two weeks later if nothing crops up. YAY!!!!!!!!back to being myself without scaring people off, inviting awkward (albeit well-intentioned) questions and feeling lousy about it.
over the past 4 days i've been asked variations of a question related to one thing about a hundred times. although i didn't count it sure felt like it. Eh why so stoned? Why you so emo? Eh why emoing again? Why so quiet? Why you always stoning ah?
i always knew i was a little strange, weird, whatever you know, the likes. but then i never felt so lousy about being so till the second half of this year. it is a rather lonely and frustrating feeling, to know that people are wondering what's up with you. when all i'm doing is being me. i just don't like to talk so much and i'm not too good at making friends.
on a less _____ note, i still feel like i'm bobbing! even though it's been 6 hours since we left the kelong. it was not bad, great view and interesting place to be and not as crappy as i expected it to be, BUT. one can always get almost the same experience on a cruise. but with the benefit of air conditioning when it's hot and clean posh toilets rather than holes in the floor AND hot water when it's damn damn damn cold at night.
HOME tmr! and byebye here till a good two weeks later if nothing crops up. YAY!!!!!!!!back to being myself without scaring people off, inviting awkward (albeit well-intentioned) questions and feeling lousy about it.
Monday, December 07, 2009
i've finally started on my kdrama..i'm watching family's honour which i really like. i like watching all the couples in the show. they're sweet, witty, comic.
but the camp stuff haven't yet been settled. man i don't know why but they seriously take forever to reply emails! if the event were still a month away i can understand that. but considering that it's in 2 days when i wake up tomorrow morning, it's really annoying me! because i have a bunch of things to do that i can't complete unless i hear from them. i'm not sure what difficulties they have on their side, but uggghhhhhh it's really getting to me, this persistent delay. back where we were from we used to be impossible procrastinators too but we always managed to vroom vroom kick into high gear and zoom zoom ahead whenever the deadline loomed.
SIGH.
hope everything turns out okay in the end
but the camp stuff haven't yet been settled. man i don't know why but they seriously take forever to reply emails! if the event were still a month away i can understand that. but considering that it's in 2 days when i wake up tomorrow morning, it's really annoying me! because i have a bunch of things to do that i can't complete unless i hear from them. i'm not sure what difficulties they have on their side, but uggghhhhhh it's really getting to me, this persistent delay. back where we were from we used to be impossible procrastinators too but we always managed to vroom vroom kick into high gear and zoom zoom ahead whenever the deadline loomed.
SIGH.
hope everything turns out okay in the end
Saturday, December 05, 2009
i much prefer the often melancholic and heartwrenching korean romances over those in taiwanese dramas.
before i started watching family honour i used to catch momo love because there was nothing much to watch on weekends nowadays. but then now when the latter comes on straight after, i feel a sort of distaste for the more lighthearted taiwanese take on rom-coms. all those comic sound effects and outlandish (and sometimes childish, like in momo love) plots..the tw dramas border on being ridiculous and airy in comparison to the more intense korean ones. ignoring the fact that momo is an adaptation of a jap manga, the korean scripts make more of an effort to portray the obstacles in romances more interestingly (even if not always completely realistically haha) and less like they were there for the sake of being there. or maybe i haven't watched enough good tw dramas yet! they've been either momo love-like ones or the impossibly complicated and never ending "ai" series if yknow what i'm talking about.
having said that, meteor garden will forever hold a special place in my heart because it was my first ever ou xiang ju :D and winter sonata was my first korean one. i still like jerry yan but i was never into BYJ!
oh but watching momo makes me feel quite nostalgic about judo.. and do not be deceived by the show. even though it is possible for waifs like val to throw heavyweights like me, they do not toss guys around effortlessly on the dojo like they're pieces of roti prata. and if i remember correctly, most unlikely with a standing morote either.
before i started watching family honour i used to catch momo love because there was nothing much to watch on weekends nowadays. but then now when the latter comes on straight after, i feel a sort of distaste for the more lighthearted taiwanese take on rom-coms. all those comic sound effects and outlandish (and sometimes childish, like in momo love) plots..the tw dramas border on being ridiculous and airy in comparison to the more intense korean ones. ignoring the fact that momo is an adaptation of a jap manga, the korean scripts make more of an effort to portray the obstacles in romances more interestingly (even if not always completely realistically haha) and less like they were there for the sake of being there. or maybe i haven't watched enough good tw dramas yet! they've been either momo love-like ones or the impossibly complicated and never ending "ai" series if yknow what i'm talking about.
having said that, meteor garden will forever hold a special place in my heart because it was my first ever ou xiang ju :D and winter sonata was my first korean one. i still like jerry yan but i was never into BYJ!
oh but watching momo makes me feel quite nostalgic about judo.. and do not be deceived by the show. even though it is possible for waifs like val to throw heavyweights like me, they do not toss guys around effortlessly on the dojo like they're pieces of roti prata. and if i remember correctly, most unlikely with a standing morote either.
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